Ashley Cain bares all after death of baby: “You saved my life”
<p>Former British soccer star Ashley Cain has opened up following the loss of his daughter who passed away from a rare, aggressive cancer.</p>
<p>Baby Azaylia died on Saturday, at just eight months old.</p>
<p>Cain, a former Coventry City player in England turned reality TV star, documented his baby girl’s short but meaningful life on Instagram.</p>
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<p>Little Azaylia underwent a number of treatments due to her rare form of leukaemia.<span class="CmCaReT" style="display: none;">�</span></p>
<p>On Tuesday, the star took to social media to share his heart was “shattered”.</p>
<p>“I can’t put into words my sadness and pain, there aren’t words to describe it. I love you with every ounce of my body and I miss you so much already,” he wrote on Instagram.</p>
<p>“You made me a better man. You made me the person I’ve always wanted to be. You’ve taught me more in your 8 months than I’ve learned my whole life.</p>
<p>“I don’t know why you’ve been taken away from me and my heart aches in your absence.”</p>
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<p>Cain said Azaylia’s leukemia had come back in February – not long after they had been given permission to leave the hospital and continue her treatment as an outpatient.</p>
<p>The eight-month-old was given just days to live in early April, however she Azaylia battled on as the family made the most of their time together.</p>
<p>“You saved my life, you really did. With my second chance, I make a promise to you that I will make yours live on in our hearts, our thoughts and our prayers,” Cain said.</p>
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<p>“I am blessed, I am honoured and I am privileged to be your father. I would go through all of the pain again and again. Because what you gave me in those eight months will live with me for eternity.”</p>